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28

May

I have this God-awful habit.

Chewing and spitting has become something I do more than I should. It’s a combination of my weakness, and it’s easiness. Oh dear me, I’m not sure how to quit.

Never stop believing that you can do this. It’s one of the most difficult things you will ever do, but you can do this, darling. You’re stronger than you could ever imagine..

26

May

Breathe. Hydrate. Deplete. I believe in you, sweetheart. Don’t give up just yet.

25

May

I’m very weak at the moment. Would any of you lovely people consider being a texting buddy? I need all the help I can get, and someone to text is always such a savior.

I just can’t deal with myself anymore. I have to lose the rest of this weight. It’s driving me to a point of insanity that nobody understands.

23

May

Hello gorgeous. Don’t eat, you’re doing fine.

22

May

Hungry? How about a nice warm cup of coffee? It’s an appetite suppressor and it tastes very nice.

21

May

I suppose this whole thing could be blamed on the grip of a mental disorder alone, but professionals tend to discount how strong we are, anorexia aside. In control, I’ve never felt so powerful.

20

May

Someday, if I keep this up, I might love my body. But in the mean while, Ana it is.

18

May

Simply put, you can live fat, and you can die fat. Or, you can live skinny and you can die skinny. That’s all there really is…